The day we found our family, I don't remember what day it was but i do remember that day, My half sister and her Daughters came to our house, my mum knew they were coming so went out and bought a load of sweets and toys, my youngest niece was the same age as my daughter only a few months old and my mum went and bought the same/similar toys for them both, It was lovely seeing them again and my mum was really happy, we talked laughed and remenised on old times, it was a really good day. We had a parping competition as kids do and it was absolutely hilarious, just as we were all seeing my sister brother in law and nieces off, there came a huge howling of laughter from the house, thinking my mum had hurt herself we all dived back into the house, we asked if she was ok and through tears of laughter she managed to catch her breath she just said, "i have beaten you all" we all started laughing as she explained that she did the biggest loudest parp to beat all ours.I always miss my mum and will always love her but i will always remember how she used to be full of happiness and joy and how she used to always make me smile and laugh, she was my rock and i always knew in hard and tough times i could rely on her and even though she is no longer here i still feel she is there for me and i feel she always will be and that is what keeps me strong and keeps me going.