Every month that passes, i miss you more and more. I wonder why god punishes me and forces me to mourn. He's left me standing here all alone and sad,with no one to take hold of me and tell me things will be alright. I wish you were still here i wish with every beat of my heart, but as the day draws in once more i know your gone my friend. You were the only one i could trust the only one who could understand the only one there for me my pillar of strength who believed in me and now that you have gone i find myself with no one and i don't know where to turn mum why did you have to go i need you so much i love you so much and i would do anything to have you back even for one day just to set things right xxxx